A cloud before the sun

I'm worried. Again, yes. What about this time, you ask?

In a little over a week, I turn 22. For the past four years, I would celebrate my birthday at home, after which I'd head off to Leuven for a party with 15 to 20 of my friends. This year, I have nothing planned and the more I think about it, the more I realise that I will probably spend my birthday alone this year. No family, no friends, just me.

For the first time in two weeks, I really feel alone.